ZEPH HATES SCHOOL.
BUT SHE LOVES YOU GUYS ♥
and btw nico singers are osm. osmsauce.
and ellen degeneres too.
/shotshotshot
BUT SHE LOVES YOU GUYS ♥
and btw nico singers are osm. osmsauce.
and ellen degeneres too.
/shotshotshot
Showing posts with label #Zeph. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Zeph. Show all posts
HNRRGFF. VALSHE.
HAS A NEW SINGLE.
COMING OUT 27TH OF JULY.
AND SHE IS BITING HER GLOVE.
I could die an early death and feel fulfilled. After holding this in my hands, of course.
/SHOTBYGAYCLOWN
COMING OUT 27TH OF JULY.
AND SHE IS BITING HER GLOVE.
I could die an early death and feel fulfilled. After holding this in my hands, of course.
/SHOTBYGAYCLOWN
HAPPY BDAY RUNES
BELATED. ON HERE. BUT WE CELEBRATED IT ON VESSY AT THE RIGHT TIME.
Also, made us a banner!
Also, made us a banner!
ISN'T IT JUST SO COOL? /SHOT
-Zeph~~
phew.
SHOCK.
I thought our blog anniv was the 15th
I checked again, it's the 25th
IN THREEEEEE DAYS.
IN JUST THREE DAYS.
THIS BLOG WILL BE TWO YEARS OLD.
MARKING OUR 2 YEARS AS QUADRUPLETS.
ILUGAIIIIIZ!!!!!!!!! <333
Happy Anniv in case I forget ;D
And happy Easter~! (;
-Zeph
I thought our blog anniv was the 15th
I checked again, it's the 25th
IN THREEEEEE DAYS.
IN JUST THREE DAYS.
THIS BLOG WILL BE TWO YEARS OLD.
MARKING OUR 2 YEARS AS QUADRUPLETS.
ILUGAIIIIIZ!!!!!!!!! <333
Happy Anniv in case I forget ;D
And happy Easter~! (;
-Zeph
of BANDS and awesomeness
HEEEEY GUUUUUUUUUUUYS
8D IT'S ZEPH!
Well, first things first:
CHECK OUT THIS VID IF YOU HAVEN'T. IT IS PURE AWESOME.
Now, moving along~~~
Look at this "avatars" I found for us! 8D SO I CAN WRITE BANDFIC /SHOT
Hahaha, so, from top to bottom:
Bunny, Runes, Toph and Me! Actually Runes, I have another version, if you prefer :P Just ask me if you'd like to see~~
Credits for these go to Eiri, and I found the pics on Zerochan~~~
8D SO NOW WE GOTTA THINK OF A BAND NAME!
PS: My rents are gone until april 10th~! 8D PARTY.
Aaaanyways, this is Zeph, signing out! \o/
8D IT'S ZEPH!
Well, first things first:
CHECK OUT THIS VID IF YOU HAVEN'T. IT IS PURE AWESOME.
Now, moving along~~~
Look at this "avatars" I found for us! 8D SO I CAN WRITE BANDFIC /SHOT
Hahaha, so, from top to bottom:
Bunny, Runes, Toph and Me! Actually Runes, I have another version, if you prefer :P Just ask me if you'd like to see~~
Credits for these go to Eiri, and I found the pics on Zerochan~~~
8D SO NOW WE GOTTA THINK OF A BAND NAME!
PS: My rents are gone until april 10th~! 8D PARTY.
Aaaanyways, this is Zeph, signing out! \o/
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeheheheh
It hath been long!
xD
Lololololololololololol....
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HOWZ IT BEEN GOING?
8D I'm in school atm on the computer x3
Not much has been going on latelyyyyy
Just dropped by to say:
OUR TWO YEAR ANNIV IS COMING UP!
;D
-Zephyyyy
xD
Lololololololololololol....
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HOWZ IT BEEN GOING?
8D I'm in school atm on the computer x3
Not much has been going on latelyyyyy
Just dropped by to say:
OUR TWO YEAR ANNIV IS COMING UP!
;D
-Zephyyyy
HURR
@ Bunny : LOL YOU BRIBE 'EM WITH 8 BUCKS AND YOU GET TO SKIP SCHOOL? In America :)
HELLOZ YOU GUYS :D :D Long time no see? ;D ;D
Riiiiite~
So tomorrow I'm going to a birthday party and I haven't bought a present yet... Then we're going to see NEVER SAY NEVER. Because. Just... Because. Don't ask. Lol.
Aaaaand. I don't know how to feel. Happy? Sad? So much has happened.
SO MUCH.
Like. SO FRIGGIN MUCH.
ARGH.
I don't know if I should talk about.
So, how have you guys been doing?~~~
:D :D
-Zeph, signing out~
HELLOZ YOU GUYS :D :D Long time no see? ;D ;D
Riiiiite~
So tomorrow I'm going to a birthday party and I haven't bought a present yet... Then we're going to see NEVER SAY NEVER. Because. Just... Because. Don't ask. Lol.
Aaaaand. I don't know how to feel. Happy? Sad? So much has happened.
SO MUCH.
Like. SO FRIGGIN MUCH.
ARGH.
I don't know if I should talk about.
So, how have you guys been doing?~~~
:D :D
-Zeph, signing out~
i was thinking
In April it will have been 2 years since we started this blog.
TWO YEARS.
Three since we met one another.
Can you believe it?
I'm awing at how time doesn't destroy everything.
-Zeph~
TWO YEARS.
Three since we met one another.
Can you believe it?
I'm awing at how time doesn't destroy everything.
-Zeph~
feeling of accomplishment
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
It feels good when you start a project and finish it early.
:)
I finished our whole friggin science thing, no copy paste, no wikipedia, before nine o'clock. BEFORE NINE FRIGGIN O'CLOCK. Usually I'm up at midnight spazzing because I'm not half done.
:) :) :)
Yay! Haha xD
Just dropping by to say HELLO YOUZ~
And to smash some WEBCOMIC RECOMMENDATIONS into your faces! Let's get started! *cracks knuckles*
1. Honeydew Syndrome
YESYESYESYESTRIPLEYES. BEST THING EVARR. GO CHECK IT OUT. NOW. ASAP! IT'S COMPLETE TOO. SO YA. GO NOW. NOW!!! Lol :) And it's pretty light, no dark and creepy stuffz. School life things. :) With jocks and emos and cheerleaders.
2. Dinner for Three
THIS. OH MY GOD THIS. This is my kind of thing. Those dark, realistic, almost cruel themes. The harsh reality, and you can't help it. This'll probably leave you teary-eyed in the end. But it's SO good. It's only forty pages since it's a one-shot, it won't take a lot out of your schedule. GO CHECK IT OUT. About divorce and family and wishing for normality, and is that too much to ask for?
3. Forest Dew
My kind of thing, once again. But this time it's sweeter, milder, and there's a bittersweet ending. Leaves you smiling and holding back tears. It's also a one-shot and around thirty pages, so GO READ IT NAO! About blind and seeing from the heart, about changes in perspective and cherishing the present.
4. Minor Acts of Heroism
HAHA. THIS. THIS. It's so cute and adorable and funny and everything! Pretty lighthearted and all. This one's the only uncompleted in the list, but that's okay, go check it out too! About superheroes and their sidekicks, dead cousins and drowny girls, and little kids being adorable~
WELL. I'M DONE. OVER AND OUT LOL.
-Zeph~
It feels good when you start a project and finish it early.
:)
I finished our whole friggin science thing, no copy paste, no wikipedia, before nine o'clock. BEFORE NINE FRIGGIN O'CLOCK. Usually I'm up at midnight spazzing because I'm not half done.
:) :) :)
Yay! Haha xD
Just dropping by to say HELLO YOUZ~
And to smash some WEBCOMIC RECOMMENDATIONS into your faces! Let's get started! *cracks knuckles*
1. Honeydew Syndrome
YESYESYESYESTRIPLEYES. BEST THING EVARR. GO CHECK IT OUT. NOW. ASAP! IT'S COMPLETE TOO. SO YA. GO NOW. NOW!!! Lol :) And it's pretty light, no dark and creepy stuffz. School life things. :) With jocks and emos and cheerleaders.
2. Dinner for Three
THIS. OH MY GOD THIS. This is my kind of thing. Those dark, realistic, almost cruel themes. The harsh reality, and you can't help it. This'll probably leave you teary-eyed in the end. But it's SO good. It's only forty pages since it's a one-shot, it won't take a lot out of your schedule. GO CHECK IT OUT. About divorce and family and wishing for normality, and is that too much to ask for?
3. Forest Dew
My kind of thing, once again. But this time it's sweeter, milder, and there's a bittersweet ending. Leaves you smiling and holding back tears. It's also a one-shot and around thirty pages, so GO READ IT NAO! About blind and seeing from the heart, about changes in perspective and cherishing the present.
4. Minor Acts of Heroism
HAHA. THIS. THIS. It's so cute and adorable and funny and everything! Pretty lighthearted and all. This one's the only uncompleted in the list, but that's okay, go check it out too! About superheroes and their sidekicks, dead cousins and drowny girls, and little kids being adorable~
WELL. I'M DONE. OVER AND OUT LOL.
-Zeph~
of bakugan and twilight
So, I came down to my brother watching Gundalian Invaders.
It was the part where Drago evolved (SHOCK!) into a sparkly vampi--I mean, Lumino Dragonoid or something of the sort.
Dan was acting all amazed and unbelieving even though we all know "HECK NOT AGAIN, I CAN'T REMEMBER ALL THOSE SPECIAL ABILITY NAMES--oh maybe that's why I invent them as I go" was the thought running through his head at the time.
And then blondie guy who looks suspiciously like a caveman plus caveman voice said, "what happened somebody tell me what happened" (yes, he said it in a way that even imagining punctuation is near impossible), and I screamed:
"DRAGO EVOLVED INTO EDWARD FUCKING CULLEN IS WHAT HAPPENED."
Yeah. Luckily no one was at home at the close exception of my brother, who is still too young to comprehend the sparkling manliness that is TWILIGHT.
Sorry. Drago glowing just got to me. Sorry.
/headdesk
Oh, if anyone of you are wondering...
THIS
is where I went.
It's hilariously perfect. Seriously. And that woman (?) writes like a genius. She is one. ARE YOU PERHAPS A WAMMY KID TOO?
UUGH. School is tomorrow, I think that's what messed up my head. Plus lack of sleep. And visiting the optometrist this morning at TEN! TEN! I CAN'T GET UP AT TEN IF I SLEPT AT THREE!
Right.
This was Zeph and her daily? weekly? monthly? irregular? rant.
Over and out, bbz.
It was the part where Drago evolved (SHOCK!) into a sparkly vampi--I mean, Lumino Dragonoid or something of the sort.
Dan was acting all amazed and unbelieving even though we all know "HECK NOT AGAIN, I CAN'T REMEMBER ALL THOSE SPECIAL ABILITY NAMES--oh maybe that's why I invent them as I go" was the thought running through his head at the time.
And then blondie guy who looks suspiciously like a caveman plus caveman voice said, "what happened somebody tell me what happened" (yes, he said it in a way that even imagining punctuation is near impossible), and I screamed:
"DRAGO EVOLVED INTO EDWARD FUCKING CULLEN IS WHAT HAPPENED."
Yeah. Luckily no one was at home at the close exception of my brother, who is still too young to comprehend the sparkling manliness that is TWILIGHT.
Sorry. Drago glowing just got to me. Sorry.
/headdesk
Oh, if anyone of you are wondering...
THIS
is where I went.
It's hilariously perfect. Seriously. And that woman (?) writes like a genius. She is one. ARE YOU PERHAPS A WAMMY KID TOO?
UUGH. School is tomorrow, I think that's what messed up my head. Plus lack of sleep. And visiting the optometrist this morning at TEN! TEN! I CAN'T GET UP AT TEN IF I SLEPT AT THREE!
Right.
This was Zeph and her daily? weekly? monthly? irregular? rant.
Over and out, bbz.
XMAS DOOD
JUST DROPPING BY TO SAY
MERRY CHRISTMAS... BELATED CHRISMAS LOL.
So yaaaaa
Will come back laaaaaaater
-Zeph~
MERRY CHRISTMAS... BELATED CHRISMAS LOL.
So yaaaaa
Will come back laaaaaaater
-Zeph~
SHUNXALICE FIC
URHG, PARDON THE OVERUSE OF FRENCH.
ALRIIIIIIGHT.
THIS IS BECAUSE.
I HATE.
SHUNXFABIA. AND LYNCXALICE.
NO OFFENSE. JUST MY OPINION.
SHUNXALICE FOREVER.
I know I sounded extremely lame, but this is the kind of person I am. It is IMPOSSIBLE to make me change my mind on pairings. And I can NEVER pair one part of the couple with someone outside it. It's just ShunxAlice. No alternatives. I'm like this with all pairings.
GUESS I'M A FAITHFUL TYPE? /shot. Or just narrowminded? OTL
ENJOY. ANYWAYS.
DISCLAIMER: BLABLABLA I DON'T OWN WISH I DID.
Two Sided
love is an action
By: RAINdigo
Je t'aime
Tu m'aimes
Nous nous aimons
Rainy days always make Alice jittery. Nervous. Feeling like something was misplaced, something is not where it should be. Thunderstorms see her cowering under her covers, and years ago, under the bed. Yes, cower. She is a coward. She can't face her fears--because she is too afraid.
On nights like those, she needs a lullaby to rock her to sleep. Like a protective coccoon, sheltering her from the outer world's atrocities. But years ago, on a night like that, her parents died.
No one to sing to her anymore.
So she sings herself to sleep.
Rainy days always make Alice's palms sweat, the hairs on her neck rise, her feet stumble down the stairs. She spends days such as these in the kitchen, distracting herself with cooking and household chores. Loses herself in another realm. One where she is busy, where she doesn't have the time to settle on...trivial things. Like thunderstorms.
Rainy days make her heart beat a little faster. Make her sit on the edge of her seat.
As if she is waiting for the thunder.
~
Monday was a cloudy day.
Tuesday it rained.
Today, it's Wednesday. The sky hasn't cleared yet.
She is on her way to school; walking a bit stiffly, taking small steps, trying to avoid the cracks in the sidewalk as if to chase away bad luck. But right now, she is not worrying about rain and thunderstorms. Right now, she is worrying about what should I do when I see him? lookhimintheeyes or smile or waveandsayhi?.
It's kind of striking. How thunderstorms and Shun have the same effect on her.
She doesn't know what to make of this resemblance. Just pulls her feet off the asphalt and continues walking, pensive, eyes secretly searching for him. Hands secretly yearning to touch him. Lips secretly drying as she imagines them against his--
And there he is.
Not half a block away.
Just rounded a corner.
Sharp ochre eyes and onyx hair and breathtaking breathtaking breathtaking.
And there she goes, runs up to him, pulls his hand and latches herself onto his arm, and Alice knows it's wrong and knows jealousy leads to nowhere, but she can still feel the venom boiling up deep inside her stomach, pushing up, and she feels like she's about to eject her breakfast right here and now, on the sidewalk, not half a block away from the boy she loves--loveslovesloves.
She rips her eyes away, lowers her head, and stalks past them, ignoring her cheerful voice and his platonic, aloof responses.
Not three feet away from this scene she hatesomuchdetestsanddespises, a familiar face appears, a familiar arm swings itself around her shoulders, and a familiar voice bids her good morning.
"Good morning," she says, voice dead.
She shoots a glance from over Lync's arm, and catches a glimpse of Shun before he disappears, Fabia still stuck like glue onto his side.
Maybe they could trade partners.
Je t'aime
~
Second period finishes with the sound of a bell, tearing her out of her make-believing, drowsy eyes fixed on her hands as she gathers up her books and leaves the classroom.
Runo is waiting for her outside, sunshine smile and bright green eyes.
"How ya doin'?" she asks, carefree, freefreefree, free of doubt and anxiety.
"Great," Alice replies, and a genuine smile forces itself on her face.
"You should start smiling again, it makes you look unbearable hot," a male voice shoots from their left, and Alice frowns while Runo smirks as Dan comes into view, Science textbook swung onto his shoulder.
Runo drags Dan away to kiss him against a locker, and Alice slinks into the crowd and makes herself disappear.
She doesn't want to be a third wheel.
Maybe that's all she'll ever be.
Aime-moi. Parce que je t'aime.
She enters the numbers to her lock, numbers committed to memory long ago, numbers that automatically lead her fingers to swirl in the right direction. But she knows something she remembers even better than her locker combination.
the dips and curves of his face. she's mapped his expressions down into the very core of her brain. the way his eyes light up when he smiles. the little quirk of a lip when he finds something amusing. the way his hand brushes his hair when he feels awkward. the way none of these happen when he looks at her.
Alice moves quick to her next class, hoping to arrive there before all the other students swarm in. It is her only class with him.
As she enters, her heart sinks. So low she swears it might have hit her stomach and provoked this sick feeling in her gut. Her breakfast is making its way up again. Somehow, somewhat, she forgot.
She forgot this is the only class she has with Fabia as well.
She takes her seat, gait deprived of its previous joy, and sinks herself into a world now past and disappeared. Into the biographies of the great men that traced this earth and made it what it is today.
She can't help but overhear their chatter--
"You doing something after school?"
"Yeah. I'm going to Dan's."
"Again?" a little bit whiny, an effort to try and appear cute.
"The project is due next week." same as always.
"Exactly. Take a day off, come and visit me at my workplace." from whiny to slightly firmer, demanding.
"Sorry, maybe some other time." same as always. just like she loves it.
"Aww." back to whiny. it's not cute.
--and then feel extremely stalkerish for eavesdropping.
The bell rings, and they break apart, the same moment as Alice sighs in relief and Lync bursts into the room, on the nick of time.
"Hey," he says, brushing over her shoulder as he passes to take his seat, and she pretends not to notice.
If Alice could hate one thing (fabiafabiafabianononono), it would be giving false hope.
She seems to be doing that a lot with herself lately.
~
It's not like they never talked.
In fact, once, they had a deep and lengthy conversation when he came over to have his hair cut.
She remembers running her fingers through that long mane of silk, silently wondering how sad that it was all going to waste with one flash of silver scissors, remembers their voices clear as a blue sky on a summer morning as they discussed his mother.
His deceased mother.
They understood each other. They both lost their mothers.
The one that would sing her lullabies on stormy nights, carress her hair and tell her she was the most beautiful child on Earth.
Now the only lullaby she hears is rain on a rooftop. And her dreams of Shun. Whispering into her ear. Three simple words.
Je t'aime.
Je--
But he doesn't love her.
It's not like they were never friends.
In fact, they are.
They hang out with the same people, so consequently they are sometimes thrown together. Little visits at a nearby cafe, afterschool. Eating lunch together.
You'd think this would give a girl hope. But it doesn't. It only furthers her beliefs that she is wishing the absolute impossible.
Because the more time they spend together, the more time she spends watching Fabia and him together. The more the more the more. Too much.
But if she is not with them then she is with Lync--Lync, who brushes her hand too often for comfort with his own; Lync, who winks at her at the most inopportune moments (likewhenheislooking); Lync, who she doesn't like enough to love; Lync, whose heart she cannot afford to break; Lync, who can't see her heart breaking a piece each day but still wants every little fragment.
So confused. So trapped.
She feels like she is in the middle of a thunderstorm.
~
Surprisingly, the doorbell rings one morning and when she goes to answer she finds him, holding a blue umbrella with one hand and the other in the back pocket of his jeans, and he says "Yo" and she says "Come in" and they are now both sitting at the kitchen table. He stares, placid, wordless, disinterested at a painting on the wall behind her. She stares, mentally biting her nails, at her hands laying in her lap. Seconds tick by. No one speaks.
What are you doing here?
In my house. On a Saturday morning.
(How do you know where I live?)
(Why didn't you go to Fabia's home instead?)
M'aimes-tu? Je t'aime, oui, parce que moi je t'aime. Et je t'attends. Depuis toujours. Depuis des lustres et pleins de lunes ont disparues sous mon regard insistant. Pleins de nuits blanches, pendants lesquelles je n'ai fait que regarder le ciel, pendant lesquelles j'y ai cru, en mon amour...
(Do you love me? I love you, yes, because me I love you. And I'm waiting for you. Since forever. Since ages and many moons have disappeared under my insisting eyes. Many sleepless nights, during which I did nothing but look at the sky, during which I believed in it, in my love...)
"You know. Maybe you... could you do a favor for me?" he asks, shattering her thoughts.
What an awkward way to start the day, she thinks.
"And what's this favor?"
"Well. You know how Fabia hangs around me."
Alice nods--not really. Half nods. Because the name "Fabia" coming out of his mouth makes her senses numb. Like lightning paralyzing her tongue.
"Like how Lync hangs around you."
And her first thought is not Does he think we're going out? Is this a misunderstanding? but He noticed, he noticed, he noticed, he noticed.
"I thought it would be easier if you were the one to tell her... To tell Fabia, I mean. That I'm not interesting her... that way. And maybe also tell her I like... someone else."
Of course, Alice thinks. Of course. She should have seen this one coming. It has been hanging right under her nose since the beginning. Fabia isn't the only girl in his life. Who is this other girl? Julie? Chan? Mira? Or maybe one of those nameless faces in the many classes they spend apart. In that giant chunk of his life she isn't part of.
Alice opens her mouth to speak. Yeah, it should be easier if it's a girl who breaks the news to her.
"Yeah, maybe you could tell Lync I don't like him either."
That didn't come out quite right.
No, it came out disastrously off-course.
She feels like crawling under her bed and pulling all the sheets around her. Grab the flashlight and make little shadows on the floor. Hold her breath until a thunderstorm comes and takes it away. Adds it to its whirling whispers that collide against her window pane.
Strikes her like lightning. Breaks her eardrums like thunder.
That is what happens next.
"I was afraid you did," Shun says, and it takes her a bit of time to recall what their conversation is about.
She blinks, three times, incredule. "Really. Well. Uh. Why?"
He blinks, once, shifts his eyes, brushes a hand through his hair. awkward. lovely awkward. "Well. Because if you did..."
If I did? If I did?
Si je l'aimais? Et si? Et si?
"...I guess."
You guess? Guess what?
He had her on the edge of her seat, heartbeat crazy as the rotor of a helicopter, palms sweaty, waiting for the thunder. Waiting for the thunder.
"I guess it wouldn't be right for me to love you."
It takes her time, long long seconds, to register this.
The thunder.
The thunder.
A thunder she hates---
mais tu m'aimes et je t'aime et tu m'aimes et
--or maybe she loves--
nous nous aimons
--no, she is not afraid of thunderstorms anymore.
~
The next day at school, Shun's lips sing her to sleep as they kiss in front of the school. In front of Fabia, Lync, Runo, Dan, juliechanmira.
Her love is two sided.
Their love is two sided.
nous nous aimons
And she is no longer a coward.
Not anymore.
fin
ALRIIIIIIGHT.
THIS IS BECAUSE.
I HATE.
SHUNXFABIA. AND LYNCXALICE.
NO OFFENSE. JUST MY OPINION.
SHUNXALICE FOREVER.
I know I sounded extremely lame, but this is the kind of person I am. It is IMPOSSIBLE to make me change my mind on pairings. And I can NEVER pair one part of the couple with someone outside it. It's just ShunxAlice. No alternatives. I'm like this with all pairings.
GUESS I'M A FAITHFUL TYPE? /shot. Or just narrowminded? OTL
ENJOY. ANYWAYS.
DISCLAIMER: BLABLABLA I DON'T OWN WISH I DID.
Two Sided
love is an action
By: RAINdigo
Je t'aime
Tu m'aimes
Nous nous aimons
Rainy days always make Alice jittery. Nervous. Feeling like something was misplaced, something is not where it should be. Thunderstorms see her cowering under her covers, and years ago, under the bed. Yes, cower. She is a coward. She can't face her fears--because she is too afraid.
On nights like those, she needs a lullaby to rock her to sleep. Like a protective coccoon, sheltering her from the outer world's atrocities. But years ago, on a night like that, her parents died.
No one to sing to her anymore.
So she sings herself to sleep.
Rainy days always make Alice's palms sweat, the hairs on her neck rise, her feet stumble down the stairs. She spends days such as these in the kitchen, distracting herself with cooking and household chores. Loses herself in another realm. One where she is busy, where she doesn't have the time to settle on...trivial things. Like thunderstorms.
Rainy days make her heart beat a little faster. Make her sit on the edge of her seat.
As if she is waiting for the thunder.
~
Monday was a cloudy day.
Tuesday it rained.
Today, it's Wednesday. The sky hasn't cleared yet.
She is on her way to school; walking a bit stiffly, taking small steps, trying to avoid the cracks in the sidewalk as if to chase away bad luck. But right now, she is not worrying about rain and thunderstorms. Right now, she is worrying about what should I do when I see him? lookhimintheeyes or smile or waveandsayhi?.
It's kind of striking. How thunderstorms and Shun have the same effect on her.
She doesn't know what to make of this resemblance. Just pulls her feet off the asphalt and continues walking, pensive, eyes secretly searching for him. Hands secretly yearning to touch him. Lips secretly drying as she imagines them against his--
And there he is.
Not half a block away.
Just rounded a corner.
Sharp ochre eyes and onyx hair and breathtaking breathtaking breathtaking.
And there she goes, runs up to him, pulls his hand and latches herself onto his arm, and Alice knows it's wrong and knows jealousy leads to nowhere, but she can still feel the venom boiling up deep inside her stomach, pushing up, and she feels like she's about to eject her breakfast right here and now, on the sidewalk, not half a block away from the boy she loves--loveslovesloves.
She rips her eyes away, lowers her head, and stalks past them, ignoring her cheerful voice and his platonic, aloof responses.
Not three feet away from this scene she hatesomuchdetestsanddespises, a familiar face appears, a familiar arm swings itself around her shoulders, and a familiar voice bids her good morning.
"Good morning," she says, voice dead.
She shoots a glance from over Lync's arm, and catches a glimpse of Shun before he disappears, Fabia still stuck like glue onto his side.
Maybe they could trade partners.
Je t'aime
~
Second period finishes with the sound of a bell, tearing her out of her make-believing, drowsy eyes fixed on her hands as she gathers up her books and leaves the classroom.
Runo is waiting for her outside, sunshine smile and bright green eyes.
"How ya doin'?" she asks, carefree, freefreefree, free of doubt and anxiety.
"Great," Alice replies, and a genuine smile forces itself on her face.
"You should start smiling again, it makes you look unbearable hot," a male voice shoots from their left, and Alice frowns while Runo smirks as Dan comes into view, Science textbook swung onto his shoulder.
Runo drags Dan away to kiss him against a locker, and Alice slinks into the crowd and makes herself disappear.
She doesn't want to be a third wheel.
Maybe that's all she'll ever be.
Aime-moi. Parce que je t'aime.
She enters the numbers to her lock, numbers committed to memory long ago, numbers that automatically lead her fingers to swirl in the right direction. But she knows something she remembers even better than her locker combination.
the dips and curves of his face. she's mapped his expressions down into the very core of her brain. the way his eyes light up when he smiles. the little quirk of a lip when he finds something amusing. the way his hand brushes his hair when he feels awkward. the way none of these happen when he looks at her.
Alice moves quick to her next class, hoping to arrive there before all the other students swarm in. It is her only class with him.
As she enters, her heart sinks. So low she swears it might have hit her stomach and provoked this sick feeling in her gut. Her breakfast is making its way up again. Somehow, somewhat, she forgot.
She forgot this is the only class she has with Fabia as well.
She takes her seat, gait deprived of its previous joy, and sinks herself into a world now past and disappeared. Into the biographies of the great men that traced this earth and made it what it is today.
She can't help but overhear their chatter--
"You doing something after school?"
"Yeah. I'm going to Dan's."
"Again?" a little bit whiny, an effort to try and appear cute.
"The project is due next week." same as always.
"Exactly. Take a day off, come and visit me at my workplace." from whiny to slightly firmer, demanding.
"Sorry, maybe some other time." same as always. just like she loves it.
"Aww." back to whiny. it's not cute.
--and then feel extremely stalkerish for eavesdropping.
The bell rings, and they break apart, the same moment as Alice sighs in relief and Lync bursts into the room, on the nick of time.
"Hey," he says, brushing over her shoulder as he passes to take his seat, and she pretends not to notice.
If Alice could hate one thing (fabiafabiafabianononono), it would be giving false hope.
She seems to be doing that a lot with herself lately.
~
It's not like they never talked.
In fact, once, they had a deep and lengthy conversation when he came over to have his hair cut.
She remembers running her fingers through that long mane of silk, silently wondering how sad that it was all going to waste with one flash of silver scissors, remembers their voices clear as a blue sky on a summer morning as they discussed his mother.
His deceased mother.
They understood each other. They both lost their mothers.
The one that would sing her lullabies on stormy nights, carress her hair and tell her she was the most beautiful child on Earth.
Now the only lullaby she hears is rain on a rooftop. And her dreams of Shun. Whispering into her ear. Three simple words.
Je t'aime.
Je--
But he doesn't love her.
It's not like they were never friends.
In fact, they are.
They hang out with the same people, so consequently they are sometimes thrown together. Little visits at a nearby cafe, afterschool. Eating lunch together.
You'd think this would give a girl hope. But it doesn't. It only furthers her beliefs that she is wishing the absolute impossible.
Because the more time they spend together, the more time she spends watching Fabia and him together. The more the more the more. Too much.
But if she is not with them then she is with Lync--Lync, who brushes her hand too often for comfort with his own; Lync, who winks at her at the most inopportune moments (likewhenheislooking); Lync, who she doesn't like enough to love; Lync, whose heart she cannot afford to break; Lync, who can't see her heart breaking a piece each day but still wants every little fragment.
So confused. So trapped.
She feels like she is in the middle of a thunderstorm.
~
Surprisingly, the doorbell rings one morning and when she goes to answer she finds him, holding a blue umbrella with one hand and the other in the back pocket of his jeans, and he says "Yo" and she says "Come in" and they are now both sitting at the kitchen table. He stares, placid, wordless, disinterested at a painting on the wall behind her. She stares, mentally biting her nails, at her hands laying in her lap. Seconds tick by. No one speaks.
What are you doing here?
In my house. On a Saturday morning.
(How do you know where I live?)
(Why didn't you go to Fabia's home instead?)
M'aimes-tu? Je t'aime, oui, parce que moi je t'aime. Et je t'attends. Depuis toujours. Depuis des lustres et pleins de lunes ont disparues sous mon regard insistant. Pleins de nuits blanches, pendants lesquelles je n'ai fait que regarder le ciel, pendant lesquelles j'y ai cru, en mon amour...
(Do you love me? I love you, yes, because me I love you. And I'm waiting for you. Since forever. Since ages and many moons have disappeared under my insisting eyes. Many sleepless nights, during which I did nothing but look at the sky, during which I believed in it, in my love...)
"You know. Maybe you... could you do a favor for me?" he asks, shattering her thoughts.
What an awkward way to start the day, she thinks.
"And what's this favor?"
"Well. You know how Fabia hangs around me."
Alice nods--not really. Half nods. Because the name "Fabia" coming out of his mouth makes her senses numb. Like lightning paralyzing her tongue.
"Like how Lync hangs around you."
And her first thought is not Does he think we're going out? Is this a misunderstanding? but He noticed, he noticed, he noticed, he noticed.
"I thought it would be easier if you were the one to tell her... To tell Fabia, I mean. That I'm not interesting her... that way. And maybe also tell her I like... someone else."
Of course, Alice thinks. Of course. She should have seen this one coming. It has been hanging right under her nose since the beginning. Fabia isn't the only girl in his life. Who is this other girl? Julie? Chan? Mira? Or maybe one of those nameless faces in the many classes they spend apart. In that giant chunk of his life she isn't part of.
Alice opens her mouth to speak. Yeah, it should be easier if it's a girl who breaks the news to her.
"Yeah, maybe you could tell Lync I don't like him either."
That didn't come out quite right.
No, it came out disastrously off-course.
She feels like crawling under her bed and pulling all the sheets around her. Grab the flashlight and make little shadows on the floor. Hold her breath until a thunderstorm comes and takes it away. Adds it to its whirling whispers that collide against her window pane.
Strikes her like lightning. Breaks her eardrums like thunder.
That is what happens next.
"I was afraid you did," Shun says, and it takes her a bit of time to recall what their conversation is about.
She blinks, three times, incredule. "Really. Well. Uh. Why?"
He blinks, once, shifts his eyes, brushes a hand through his hair. awkward. lovely awkward. "Well. Because if you did..."
If I did? If I did?
Si je l'aimais? Et si? Et si?
"...I guess."
You guess? Guess what?
He had her on the edge of her seat, heartbeat crazy as the rotor of a helicopter, palms sweaty, waiting for the thunder. Waiting for the thunder.
"I guess it wouldn't be right for me to love you."
It takes her time, long long seconds, to register this.
The thunder.
The thunder.
A thunder she hates---
mais tu m'aimes et je t'aime et tu m'aimes et
--or maybe she loves--
nous nous aimons
--no, she is not afraid of thunderstorms anymore.
~
The next day at school, Shun's lips sing her to sleep as they kiss in front of the school. In front of Fabia, Lync, Runo, Dan, juliechanmira.
Her love is two sided.
Their love is two sided.
nous nous aimons
And she is no longer a coward.
Not anymore.
fin
Of Children Books and Life and Vices
So, sorry for uh... falling off the face of the Earth. OTL.
I AM SPAZZTASTIC.
But shall not spazz ATM.
So, how's everyone doing?
TOPH. I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS. I for one didn't have any on mine.. /fail.
BUNNY. DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW AWESOME YOUR ART IS? I for one draw like a hoe. As in, I FAIL, horribly, hoooooooorribly.
RUNES. GET CHUR ASS ON HERE. Unless you want me to spam your inbox with txts telling you to GET CHUR ASS ON HERE. Lol. But dad confiscated my cellphone, so, dunno how I'm going to manage that feat.
Well, update from Zeph:
AH. FUCKING. ART TEACHER. CONFISCATED MY IPOD.
We were in class and this PRICK next to me was toying with it. I'd stashed it in my pencil case and he just HAD to pull it out. Not three seconds later the teacher confiscated it. AND THEN SHE TOLD US TO GET IT FROM THE PRINCIPAL.
DID I MENTION OUR PRINCIPAL IS THE UGLIEST BITCH ON EARTH? INSIDE OUT.
I won't even list all the shit she puts us through, because that'd just be grilling your brains with my pointless ranting.
EITHER WAY, yesterday I was passing by her office and wanted to go see her, but she was on the phone, and one look at her face made my stomach flip, so I didn't.
I'M STUCK THE WHOLE WEEKEND WITHOUT MY PHONE OR IPOD.
AT LEAST I STILL HAVE YOU GUYS. SOBSOBSOB. WHAT WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU OSM SAUCES SPICING UP MAH LIFE? *glomps all~*
Pitiful vent end.
NOW ONTO RAINBOWS AND CANDY AND OTHER PRETTY COLORFUL THINGS.
Everyone knows I'm a whore for CAPSLOCK~
Uh, what else? I wrote a bunch of fics for my new fandom, JROCK. Precisely, Gazerock <333 URUHA X REITA IS MY VICE. Or virtue? Nah, vice is sexier <3
Mmm. My friend and I have discovered we have so many points in common, including writing. We're thinking of collaborating in tha future <3 She draws SUPER GOOD. I asked her if she wants to draw some of my covers LOL. Actually, we both have a thing for CHILDREN BOOKS. THEY'RE SO DEEP AND MEANINGFUL. LIKE THE RAINBOW FISH ONE. And I cried when my mom read me The Ugly Duckling when I was little.
Sniff.
I know, I am so LAME.
UGH. *wipes my lameness off this blog*
Right, what else? Uh, school's been a bitch as always, I'm stuck eating instant noodles today since I have no school and daddy's not home to cook...
I LOVE YOU GUYS, BTW.
Lol.
SPAZZ.
S[PAZZZZZZZ.
I shall work on some original fics nao. I wonder if I should post them here. Or on DA. I dunno. My friend wants to publish this story she finished, she even phoned the company xD And me, well, I dunno. I mean, I only wrote some short little snippets and my writing style doesn't suit getting published on paperback. Bah.
I REALLY NEED TO KICK ~LANDING~'S GEAR BACK ON. SORRY THANIEL BB THAT I ABANDONED YOU. YOU'RE STILL A CUTIE. /stabbed.
You know you're mentally unstable when you start having conversations with your IMAGINARY characters...
I'll go cool myself off now. TTYL, LOVES <3
-Zeph~
I AM SPAZZTASTIC.
But shall not spazz ATM.
So, how's everyone doing?
TOPH. I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS. I for one didn't have any on mine.. /fail.
BUNNY. DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW AWESOME YOUR ART IS? I for one draw like a hoe. As in, I FAIL, horribly, hoooooooorribly.
RUNES. GET CHUR ASS ON HERE. Unless you want me to spam your inbox with txts telling you to GET CHUR ASS ON HERE. Lol. But dad confiscated my cellphone, so, dunno how I'm going to manage that feat.
Well, update from Zeph:
AH. FUCKING. ART TEACHER. CONFISCATED MY IPOD.
We were in class and this PRICK next to me was toying with it. I'd stashed it in my pencil case and he just HAD to pull it out. Not three seconds later the teacher confiscated it. AND THEN SHE TOLD US TO GET IT FROM THE PRINCIPAL.
DID I MENTION OUR PRINCIPAL IS THE UGLIEST BITCH ON EARTH? INSIDE OUT.
I won't even list all the shit she puts us through, because that'd just be grilling your brains with my pointless ranting.
EITHER WAY, yesterday I was passing by her office and wanted to go see her, but she was on the phone, and one look at her face made my stomach flip, so I didn't.
I'M STUCK THE WHOLE WEEKEND WITHOUT MY PHONE OR IPOD.
AT LEAST I STILL HAVE YOU GUYS. SOBSOBSOB. WHAT WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU OSM SAUCES SPICING UP MAH LIFE? *glomps all~*
Pitiful vent end.
NOW ONTO RAINBOWS AND CANDY AND OTHER PRETTY COLORFUL THINGS.
Everyone knows I'm a whore for CAPSLOCK~
Uh, what else? I wrote a bunch of fics for my new fandom, JROCK. Precisely, Gazerock <333 URUHA X REITA IS MY VICE. Or virtue? Nah, vice is sexier <3
Mmm. My friend and I have discovered we have so many points in common, including writing. We're thinking of collaborating in tha future <3 She draws SUPER GOOD. I asked her if she wants to draw some of my covers LOL. Actually, we both have a thing for CHILDREN BOOKS. THEY'RE SO DEEP AND MEANINGFUL. LIKE THE RAINBOW FISH ONE. And I cried when my mom read me The Ugly Duckling when I was little.
Sniff.
I know, I am so LAME.
UGH. *wipes my lameness off this blog*
Right, what else? Uh, school's been a bitch as always, I'm stuck eating instant noodles today since I have no school and daddy's not home to cook...
I LOVE YOU GUYS, BTW.
Lol.
SPAZZ.
S[PAZZZZZZZ.
I shall work on some original fics nao. I wonder if I should post them here. Or on DA. I dunno. My friend wants to publish this story she finished, she even phoned the company xD And me, well, I dunno. I mean, I only wrote some short little snippets and my writing style doesn't suit getting published on paperback. Bah.
I REALLY NEED TO KICK ~LANDING~'S GEAR BACK ON. SORRY THANIEL BB THAT I ABANDONED YOU. YOU'RE STILL A CUTIE. /stabbed.
You know you're mentally unstable when you start having conversations with your IMAGINARY characters...
I'll go cool myself off now. TTYL, LOVES <3
-Zeph~
SHIMEJI
LOLOLOLOL WHAT A FUCKING COINCIDENCE XDDD
OMGOMGOMG
I discovered Shimejis a week ago xDDDDD
I HAVE A RUKI SHIMEJI DANCING AROUND MY LAPTOP. IT'S. SO. CUTE.
ASJKFHSDKL;JFG
Will screenshot later xDD
ANYWAYS, HOWZ UH BEENZ?
-Zeph~
OMGOMGOMG
I discovered Shimejis a week ago xDDDDD
I HAVE A RUKI SHIMEJI DANCING AROUND MY LAPTOP. IT'S. SO. CUTE.
ASJKFHSDKL;JFG
Will screenshot later xDD
ANYWAYS, HOWZ UH BEENZ?
-Zeph~
Playlist
ZEPH'S CURRENT ASIODJAWE;KTHFASRJKGF PLAYLIST THAT FUCKS HER HEAD UP AND GETS HER HIGH 8D:
1. Stuttering - Fefe Dobson
2. Angel - Akon
3. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
4. My Boots - Lights
5. Good to You - Marianas Trench feat. Jessi
6. Night is Young - Nelly Furtado
7. Just A Dream - Nelly
8. Secrets - One Republic
9. Like It's Her Birthday - Good Charlotte
10. Butterflies - Stereos
11. Maybe - Sick Puppies
12. You Found Me - The Fray
13. Unconditional - Simon Collins
14. Change of Seasons - Sweet Thing
15. I'm Here - Seventh Rain
16. Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls
17. Animal - Neon Trees
18. Strip Me - Natasha Bedingfield
19. We R Who We R - Kesha
20. Raise Your Glass - Pink
21. Kare Uta - The GazettE
22. Better Than Her - Matisse feat. Akon
23. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
24. Red - The GazettE
~
NOW I SHALL GO WRITE PRETTY HIGHSCHOOL FICTION USING THIS PRETTY MUSIC.
*SO HIGH SO EARLY IN THE MORN*
^ THAT REALLY SHOULD BE A SONG TITLE.
ADFRGHRJKGHDRJKLF
*jumps into a pool of ginger ale*
-Zeph, tuning ouuuuuuuuuut~
1. Stuttering - Fefe Dobson
2. Angel - Akon
3. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
4. My Boots - Lights
5. Good to You - Marianas Trench feat. Jessi
6. Night is Young - Nelly Furtado
7. Just A Dream - Nelly
8. Secrets - One Republic
9. Like It's Her Birthday - Good Charlotte
10. Butterflies - Stereos
11. Maybe - Sick Puppies
12. You Found Me - The Fray
13. Unconditional - Simon Collins
14. Change of Seasons - Sweet Thing
15. I'm Here - Seventh Rain
16. Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls
17. Animal - Neon Trees
18. Strip Me - Natasha Bedingfield
19. We R Who We R - Kesha
20. Raise Your Glass - Pink
21. Kare Uta - The GazettE
22. Better Than Her - Matisse feat. Akon
23. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
24. Red - The GazettE
~
NOW I SHALL GO WRITE PRETTY HIGHSCHOOL FICTION USING THIS PRETTY MUSIC.
*SO HIGH SO EARLY IN THE MORN*
^ THAT REALLY SHOULD BE A SONG TITLE.
ADFRGHRJKGHDRJKLF
*jumps into a pool of ginger ale*
-Zeph, tuning ouuuuuuuuuut~
DISCOVERY
HEY GUYS
I FEEL LAME
INSTEAD OF DOING HOMEWORK (OR UPLOADING FICS)
I SPENT MY WHOLE DAY CHECKING OUT VISUAL KEI BANDS.
DON'T ASK ME WHY.
I think I started with reading yaoi manga which somehow led to playing dress up games (ONLY THE GOOD ONES, and when you find a good one you get addicted fast xDD) that led to googling VK bands.
DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF THIS?
Personally, when they're not screaming their voices hoarse, I think they're pretty awesome 8D I don't like metal, nor hard rock, but some songs I can stand and some I even like ;D
The first one I stumbled on was An Cafe... And then I discovered almost every VK band has a crossdresser. WHICH IS SOOOOOOOO FINE BY ME <33 But then I read that he left and was all disappointed and shit.... BOU IS SHO CUTE BUT HE LEFT TT_____TT
And then since Moi Dix Mois more than creeped me out I skipped it xD
The others I checked were Versailles (HOMG TERUTERU <3333) and then I found out Jasmine DIED, and was all OMG WHAAAAAAAAAT?? I am a year behind but whatever...
I also saw The GazettE and Alice Nine. Saga from A9 licks his bass too often (NOT THAT I MIND, OF COURSE NOT, GOD I WANNA BE THAT BASS) ;D
Right. Right. This is just another thing I found in the world to gush over.
GAH ALL THE BYUTIFOOOOL MEEEEEEEEEN.
~Zeph
PS: I think just BREATHING makes me high...
*OUT OF BREATH*
OMG.
So, where to start?
This was almost the best day of my school year yet! (I know it just started, but wtv...)
Up until now I felt so empty going to school everyday and doing nothing. At first, I regarded the Cross Country (this race thing we have to do every year) as a hindrance but... it was awesome. No really.
This year, 14~15 yo girls have to do 3.4 km. I thought it was going to be hell, but I kept on encouraging myself during the race and I was like "Don't stop running, don't stop, you can do, you're strong" and GOD IT WAS SUCH AN OSM EXPERIENCE 8D I almost cried at the end. Never been like this the years before.
I did it in 20 min 52 sec, which really isn't that good, but I'm still proud of myself for not stopping and just run run running 8D
Right.
So, as I said, almost my best day because after that...
Let's say my friends are just SCREWED UP to the max. Srsly. I just realized how much. Before I just couldn't get mad at them. But I am. ATM.
I remember this time I cried last year during lunch break because of [INSERT YOUR AD HERE] and they just laughed and were all like "Haha, is it because your lunch isn't as good as the person beside you?"
Right. I thought of it as their way of cheering me up, but really, it did anything but that. And then they bring it up again and laugh at it this year.
What is WRONG with these ppl?
So right before the CC, we went to eat together, and yeah, nothing big happened. After we arrived on the site though, they just disappeared except for Alice. Just like that. We were planning on eating this salad we bought together but they just went POOF. I texted them but no one answered... And wtv.
When I finished the CC I was all in this heavenly good mood and stuffz so I didn't want to ruin it by talking to them, so I went to chat with some other ppl from our school. After that I left with them too.
So I'm waiting for the bus and I realize I forgot my coat. I text them and ask where they are and they say they're still there, waiting for me. So I tell them I forgot my coat and they say "Well come back and get it." I went nooo waaaay and said if they're not nice enough to pick it up for me then too bad.
And then they got all "But we wasted all this time waiting for you and blablabla" and I said I never asked them to wait for me, as if I'd told them "Wait for me" and left but I didn't. So then they just go "Too bad then" and I go "What do you want me to say? Thanks for nothing?"
So yeah.
In a bad mood now.
*rips out hair* AAAAAARGH.
SERIOUSLY!
SORRY IF I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME GOING BACK! CAN'T FRIENDS BE NICE ENOUGH TO PICK UP ANOTHER FRIEND'S FORGOTTEN BELONGINGS? DO THEY BLAME THEIR FRIENDS FOR THINGS THEY DIDN'T DO?
*huff huff*
Seems all I do recently is rant xD Sorry for the overdose of my little school problems...........
I just needed to vent a bit. Good thing I can't keep grudges. I'm sure I would start feeling bad about this tomorrow morning...
Bleh. Miss you guys. D:
-Zeph, over and out.
So, where to start?
This was almost the best day of my school year yet! (I know it just started, but wtv...)
Up until now I felt so empty going to school everyday and doing nothing. At first, I regarded the Cross Country (this race thing we have to do every year) as a hindrance but... it was awesome. No really.
This year, 14~15 yo girls have to do 3.4 km. I thought it was going to be hell, but I kept on encouraging myself during the race and I was like "Don't stop running, don't stop, you can do, you're strong" and GOD IT WAS SUCH AN OSM EXPERIENCE 8D I almost cried at the end. Never been like this the years before.
I did it in 20 min 52 sec, which really isn't that good, but I'm still proud of myself for not stopping and just run run running 8D
Right.
So, as I said, almost my best day because after that...
Let's say my friends are just SCREWED UP to the max. Srsly. I just realized how much. Before I just couldn't get mad at them. But I am. ATM.
I remember this time I cried last year during lunch break because of [INSERT YOUR AD HERE] and they just laughed and were all like "Haha, is it because your lunch isn't as good as the person beside you?"
Right. I thought of it as their way of cheering me up, but really, it did anything but that. And then they bring it up again and laugh at it this year.
What is WRONG with these ppl?
So right before the CC, we went to eat together, and yeah, nothing big happened. After we arrived on the site though, they just disappeared except for Alice. Just like that. We were planning on eating this salad we bought together but they just went POOF. I texted them but no one answered... And wtv.
When I finished the CC I was all in this heavenly good mood and stuffz so I didn't want to ruin it by talking to them, so I went to chat with some other ppl from our school. After that I left with them too.
So I'm waiting for the bus and I realize I forgot my coat. I text them and ask where they are and they say they're still there, waiting for me. So I tell them I forgot my coat and they say "Well come back and get it." I went nooo waaaay and said if they're not nice enough to pick it up for me then too bad.
And then they got all "But we wasted all this time waiting for you and blablabla" and I said I never asked them to wait for me, as if I'd told them "Wait for me" and left but I didn't. So then they just go "Too bad then" and I go "What do you want me to say? Thanks for nothing?"
So yeah.
In a bad mood now.
*rips out hair* AAAAAARGH.
SERIOUSLY!
SORRY IF I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME GOING BACK! CAN'T FRIENDS BE NICE ENOUGH TO PICK UP ANOTHER FRIEND'S FORGOTTEN BELONGINGS? DO THEY BLAME THEIR FRIENDS FOR THINGS THEY DIDN'T DO?
*huff huff*
Seems all I do recently is rant xD Sorry for the overdose of my little school problems...........
I just needed to vent a bit. Good thing I can't keep grudges. I'm sure I would start feeling bad about this tomorrow morning...
Bleh. Miss you guys. D:
-Zeph, over and out.
DROPPING BY
AGAIN.
RAAAAAAAAAWRRRR...
So, french proj 1/4 done sitting on my Desktop, TOS chapter up, Science and Math HW untouched.
HAPPY THANKSGIVNIG, BTW!
I love how CAPS makes you seem hyper and happy~~~~~~~~~~
So, nownow...
Nothing big happened. School sucks, friends sucks, I love you guys... Yes, friends suck so HAAAAAAARD.
NOW I WILL RANT ABOUT WHY THEY SUCK SO HAAAAARD.
First of all, there's ALICE.
AAARGH.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
She has this "shi fu" in Chinatown and she's OBSESSED with him. And she skips school and she pretends to have manic depression and ARRRRRRRRRRGH. I am OVER MY HEAD with her. Srsly. I try to help, try to cheer her up, change her ideas, warn her against her SF (shi fu) who is CLEARLY AN EVIL MAN but it doesn't work!
Srsly.
Her SF is like, this lazy bum, jobless guy, complains all day about his wife... He's such a hypocrite! And she says he's the greatest person in the world! I swear she's brainwashed and everyone agrees with me! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
*headdesk* aiorjhawe89pthrjksgf
OH GOODNESSSSS...........
So ya. Rant over. OTL
To leave on a lighter note,
I REALLY NEED TO SUBMIT ALL THOSE DRABBLES SITTING ON MY DESK. LIKE RIGHT NAO.
And I need to do my project.... bleeeeeeeeeeeh...
Well, this was Zeph. Who loves you all.
Over and out~'
PS: I WATCHED 07 GHOST AND OMG MIKAGE DON'T DIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE... AND YOU KNOW HE ACTUALLY CONFESSED HIS LOVE? LIKE
"I love you, Teito"
IKE WTF9RTOJRSE;JGKDFBBQ HOW DID THAT GET PAST THE SENSORS?!?!?!
RAAAAAAAAAWRRRR...
So, french proj 1/4 done sitting on my Desktop, TOS chapter up, Science and Math HW untouched.
HAPPY THANKSGIVNIG, BTW!
I love how CAPS makes you seem hyper and happy~~~~~~~~~~
So, nownow...
Nothing big happened. School sucks, friends sucks, I love you guys... Yes, friends suck so HAAAAAAARD.
NOW I WILL RANT ABOUT WHY THEY SUCK SO HAAAAARD.
First of all, there's ALICE.
AAARGH.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
She has this "shi fu" in Chinatown and she's OBSESSED with him. And she skips school and she pretends to have manic depression and ARRRRRRRRRRGH. I am OVER MY HEAD with her. Srsly. I try to help, try to cheer her up, change her ideas, warn her against her SF (shi fu) who is CLEARLY AN EVIL MAN but it doesn't work!
Srsly.
Her SF is like, this lazy bum, jobless guy, complains all day about his wife... He's such a hypocrite! And she says he's the greatest person in the world! I swear she's brainwashed and everyone agrees with me! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
*headdesk* aiorjhawe89pthrjksgf
OH GOODNESSSSS...........
So ya. Rant over. OTL
To leave on a lighter note,
I REALLY NEED TO SUBMIT ALL THOSE DRABBLES SITTING ON MY DESK. LIKE RIGHT NAO.
And I need to do my project.... bleeeeeeeeeeeh...
Well, this was Zeph. Who loves you all.
Over and out~'
PS: I WATCHED 07 GHOST AND OMG MIKAGE DON'T DIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE... AND YOU KNOW HE ACTUALLY CONFESSED HIS LOVE? LIKE
"I love you, Teito"
IKE WTF9RTOJRSE;JGKDFBBQ HOW DID THAT GET PAST THE SENSORS?!?!?!
heyheyhey
BUNNY I FEEL SINCERELY SORRY FOR YOUR FRIEND. GOD IF THAT HAPPENED TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS I'D BE BAWLING MY HEAD OFF.
But I rejoice since he is getting better 8D!
Also, will pray for him becuz that's what I do when I don't know what else to do to help. Lol.
SOOO.
SCHOOL.
ORAL PREZ DUE FRIDAY.
I HAVEN'T EXACTLY STARTED YEEEEET.
..
..
..
Yeah.
Anyways, will be doing that later.
Well, SO many things happened, but to be brief:
1. Disneyland was cool and this super cutie from Paris spoke to me omg he was so cutesdfhltrhjerthrjgdf...
2. BUT I SWEAT LIKE A SHIT ALL THE TIME
3. MY SWEET ADORABLE Sunday school teacher Grace is off to Taiwan for Univ for a year... BOUHOUHOU. We ate pizza at her good-bye party. Yumm...
4. RAAAAH I went to a buffet yesterday?? Even had free tickets stuff.... Lol.
5. THIS PRICK made my friend cry and then laughed at her, so Even, Hualin and me went to insult on MSN. Also I wrote "Fuck You" on my hand and every time I saw him I flashed it to him along with the middle finger.
6. I call all my friends "Bitch" except for Alice whom I call "Little Shit" 8D Ain't she adorable?~
All in all, school is.. supportable. GOD I EVEN DO MY HOMEWORK IN ADVANCE NOW. WOW. XD
MY KITTY IS SO CUTUTETEJL;SDNFSD!
I love you guys, and I know you're all prolly busy with school now and etcetc, but if you find some time to dorp us a little note, it would be appreciated <33
BTW, I CAN TEXT.
Will put my # in an unposted post later xD For those who care
Though I don't have that much money and stuff so..... will be limited.
I <3 U GUYS
BBYE
-Zeph
PS: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... My mom scared me there for a moment. Lol., I don't think she'd like me to be texting ppl at the other end of the earth... Continent?
But I rejoice since he is getting better 8D!
Also, will pray for him becuz that's what I do when I don't know what else to do to help. Lol.
SOOO.
SCHOOL.
ORAL PREZ DUE FRIDAY.
I HAVEN'T EXACTLY STARTED YEEEEET.
..
..
..
Yeah.
Anyways, will be doing that later.
Well, SO many things happened, but to be brief:
1. Disneyland was cool and this super cutie from Paris spoke to me omg he was so cutesdfhltrhjerthrjgdf...
2. BUT I SWEAT LIKE A SHIT ALL THE TIME
3. MY SWEET ADORABLE Sunday school teacher Grace is off to Taiwan for Univ for a year... BOUHOUHOU. We ate pizza at her good-bye party. Yumm...
4. RAAAAH I went to a buffet yesterday?? Even had free tickets stuff.... Lol.
5. THIS PRICK made my friend cry and then laughed at her, so Even, Hualin and me went to insult on MSN. Also I wrote "Fuck You" on my hand and every time I saw him I flashed it to him along with the middle finger.
6. I call all my friends "Bitch" except for Alice whom I call "Little Shit" 8D Ain't she adorable?~
All in all, school is.. supportable. GOD I EVEN DO MY HOMEWORK IN ADVANCE NOW. WOW. XD
MY KITTY IS SO CUTUTETEJL;SDNFSD!
I love you guys, and I know you're all prolly busy with school now and etcetc, but if you find some time to dorp us a little note, it would be appreciated <33
BTW, I CAN TEXT.
Will put my # in an unposted post later xD For those who care
Though I don't have that much money and stuff so..... will be limited.
I <3 U GUYS
BBYE
-Zeph
PS: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... My mom scared me there for a moment. Lol., I don't think she'd like me to be texting ppl at the other end of the earth... Continent?
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